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Sep 19

xvldeos:

just wanted to say i love the way my boyfriend pounds and slams my ass.  goodnight!

Sep 14

Anonymous said: That you in the icon? If so you're fine as hell

xvldeos:

aw thanks bae i have more pictures in my tagged/me

Anonymous said: sleep paralysis is much MUCH simpler than you may think.. the best thing to do is to just lie in bed still and keep calm.. don't try to escape.. just accept everything and you'll just wake up.. it takes practice but that's it

xvldeos:

dude i wish i coulda controlled what happened haha i hope i don’t have sleep paralysis happen again cuz then i won’t even have to worry at all cuz like that was the first time it has ever happened? but it was terrifying and so weird and like i sorta knew in the back of my mind it couldn’t all be real or either it just was too crazy TO be real but at the same time it just felt so scary and weird and intense and just out of my control.  i sound like a crazy person ew

or just high bc i am very much of that rn as well

xvldeos:

just experienced sleep paralysis for the first time??? it was terrifying tbh and now i prolly won’t attempt sleeping again until sunrise.  of course i’m all like wtfwtfwtf and googling all about it and it’s just creeping me out even more.  hopefully it doesn’t happen again~

it was so weird tho cuz my boyfriend and our friend all had plans to hang out tonight and i bailed cuz i was super tired.  then when i fell asleep i thought i could hear them walking around our house?  i just heard them in my sleep but it seemed real and i was so confused because the whole time they were “in my house” i felt like i was being spun around while laying in bed and i couldn’t do anything to stop it, and somehow it seemed like they were the ones that were causing it?  lmfaoo.  seems ridiculous but then i eventually like, hallucinated that i was walking toward the door and looked down the hallway outside the bedroom and i SAW LIKE THIS FUCKING CREEPY KID STANDING THERE and then the spinning sensations happened more and i could hear my boyfriend and my friend still and i was starting to realize that this was all happening in my sleep but i couldn’t do anything about it cuz, youknow, sleep paralysis.  and the spinning sensation got worse and worse and i still kept thinking it was my boyfriend and our friend fucking with the bed i was laying in somehow haha, and suddenly i started to feel like i was being held upsidedown completely and i still couldn’t fucking do anything about it.  the whole time it was pretty intense, mainly just feeling like i had no control over myself or my body.  finally i was able to open my eyes and things were still all intense for the first like 30seconds of being awake, but yeah.  lmao.  it’s awkward to talk about but w/e.  the whole thing seemed to last for probably like an hour too but when i looked at the time after waking back up and realzing what was happening, it all happened in like a five minute timeframe.

i was reading about things that cause sleep paralysis and apparently sleep deprivation (i was recently awake for three days prior to this happening), erratic sleep schedule (yes), stress (yes, just started a new job and moved into a new house), overuse of stimulants (huge yes), physical fatigue (obv) and certain meds that treat ADHD (lol, again, stimulants..) can all cause sleep paralysis.  and so does sleeping on your back or whatever, which i was also doing.  GOD DAMNIT.

prolly gonna go drive around for a bit, smoke a cigarette or five, even tho it’s five in the morning idk i just wanna calm down lol.  or smoke weed about it cuz why not smoke weed about everything~

xvldeos:

just experienced sleep paralysis for the first time??? it was terrifying tbh and now i prolly won’t attempt sleeping again until sunrise.  of course i’m all like wtfwtfwtf and googling all about it and it’s just creeping me out even more.  hopefully it doesn’t happen again~

xvldeos:

i had taco bell for dinner and then shortly afterward i went to mcdonalds

just living the american dream

Sep 13

Anonymous said: i wanna shoot my hot load all over your face then lick it off

xvldeos:

iamthemilkybarkid said: Your header image- where is that? It looks AMAZE

xvldeos:

defqon.1 in the netherlands.  their production is out of this world.  planning on going next year :)

video - i can’t even imagine seeing this lightshow in person omfg

psycheclelic:

overdosed replied to your post: anonymous said:fave edm producers…

YES

u have the most perfect url omg wow what a weird compliment

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psycheclelic:

i just wanna be your kaskade on the streets and your flosstradamus in the sheets

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kkkkvnt said: Holy mother of god

xvldeos:

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Anonymous said: fave edm producers/djs?

xvldeos:

oh god, where do i even begin…….. uhhhhhh, my main #1’s are above & beyond and flosstradamus.  which is so awkward to say because they’re like, both on totally different sides of the “edm genre specturum” - trance and trap - but i love how truly emotional and spiritual A&B are and how they really connect with every single person in the crowd at their shows and how many souls they touch to those who listen at home alone or sing along with their friends, and i love the hardstyle influence of floss and what they bring into current EDM world and the trap scene.  i grew up in middle school listening to a lot of “older” hardstyle so i fangirl the fuck out when it comes to what floss & hear them do what they do as a duo.  they blow me away with their sound and it’s incredible how they stick to their roots yet make something of their own.  A&B & Floss 4evr.

i’m also a huge fan of - as generic and as “top 40” as some of these names may be…. dillon fucking francis hands down, skrilly, diplo, arty, zedd, & porter robinson.  i think those six guys could all be in my #2 place for fav edm producers/djs, all for very different reasons.

such a hard question to answer though. there are so many talented and unique artists within the EDM world.  i feel like (especially with my current adderall’d the fuck out state) i could write a book on what makes who so great.  everyone brings their own stuff to the table, and it’s so moving and inspirational and powerful and straight up fucking awesome.  EDM in general is the ultimate genre imo of the current generation.  it brings everyone and everything together in so many different ways.